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Country: Philippines
Birthday: 3/28/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: reading, logging on the internet!, texting, we love to chat on the phone, we also love going out, we go frequently to photo shops to take our photos there, we usually go to my [tashie] house and watch dvd's that's what we do for fun!
Expertise: writting poems!,arts!!!,playing the guitar, speeches?
Occupation: Artist
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Member Since: 8/20/2004

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Thursday, December 30, 2004

stories....

It was 23 years ago 1979 that we met. We were both 17 years old on a ski trip with groups from our seperate schools. There was a dance that night and an Earth Wind and Fire Song came on and I got the courage to ask the boy across the room with the gorgeous smile and unbelievable eyes to dance....he accepted! From that moment on..I have never forgotten about him. We went our seperate ways after that weekend and would call eachother once in awhile and maybe see eachother once or twice a year. We only lived 30 minutes from eachother but neither of us had a car....we each went to a state university.....and again would see eachother maybe once a year now.... We both went our seperate ways after graduating from college in 1984. I have searched for him for 23 years and I FINALLY found him again...but this time on the other side of the country....I emailed him without knowing what it would bring...if anything....I received a reply within a DAY...whenever I saw his name in my inbox..my heart skipped a beat, my palms got sweaty and I felt as though I had seen him for the first time again across the dance floor with those gorgeous eyes and that awesome smile!!! I opened it not knowing what to expect...maybe he would tell me hi, nice knowing you and don't bother me again....maybe we would become good friends and keep in touch every now and then...but to my surprise...he was VERY receptive to my message....he told me he had recently dreamt about me......this was three weeks ago and we have spoken EVERY day on the phone 2 or 3 times a day, since then. There has been a spark reignited within me that I forgot was even there.....
There is a catch...we are both married...each for 16 years, with children, he with 3 and I with 2. There is a reason he is 3,000 miles away from here...and I HAVE TO BELIEVE THAT WITH ALL MY HEART! I have fallen back in love with that boy with the gorgeous eyes and dazzling smile...we have told eachother since we've been back in touch that we love eachother and still care for eachother....at this point in our lives our marriages are BORING, and all we've done is reignited that little spark somewhere deep down within ourselves that I'm sure will someday fade again. But for now we will just enjoy our emails to eachother, our phone conversations and most of all making eachother laugh!!! We have promised eachother never to say "goodbye" again and NEVER lose touch. We would both deep within our hearts like to get together knowing it's NOT the thing to do....we can only dream for now..for there is to much at stake....maybe someday when we are old and gray we will find eachother again and reignite that spark within.


young as I am but it didnt stop me to feel what others do feel about this so called love. When i met this guy who then became my friend, my world suddenly changes...each time we meet or talk on the phone its like theres this force attracting me to him...I wanted him to know but I guess i just cant. No matter what i do I just cant gather up this courage to tell him how i truly feel...
If he only knew what this heart has been telling him. Oh my! how i wish that he really knew but i guess i just can't. Now I must let fate decide and just have to accept the fact that We can only be JUST FRIENDS...


sometimes your best friend becomes the one you love the most....

I have a friend that is very special to me. We have known each other for the last 15 years. I love him then and still love him now. There are so many things that are different with our lives. I have been married for the last six years and have two children. He has one child and he still single. Me and my friend enjoy each other company and we are still making love to each other. But, I want more than his friendship, but he's not ready. What should I do?


first love?

It started when I first met him in school at first I wasnt attracted but as days go by i think i've fallen for him until now even if were not classmates we still see each other & its been 4 yrs. but the feeling is still the same it didn't change.I would like to ask for an advice how could i catch his attention how would i be the woman of his dreams.I really love but i dont know how to make him love me in return it hurts me badly seeing him with another girl because for so long beeing with him has always been my dream


true love always hurts!

I" is it me ? "I" is it a letter in your name ?
"I" could it be a code ?

With Sweet Romantic Hi's and Passionate Hello's I shall start my words with Love and Passion.

When you fall in love with anybody , you simply say "I LOVE YOU" , and when this love devlopes more and more , you will reach an endless point , which means that the love will exceeds the limitation and you will start saying "I ADORE LOVING YOU", in this case you have reached another world , the world that you have created by your love , the heaven that you have built by your emotions .....I can't even describe that heaven at all , cause it differs between one to another , but we have something in common which is "LOVE" it self .

Have you ever asked your self before that if love is real ? is love something that we can touch and see ? is it only a feeling or something else ? , does it really exist ? do we have to fall in love ? are we going to fall in love ? .. many questions will invade your mind , and keeps you wondering all the time til you fall in love and say "I LOVE YOU".

Imagine that the letter "I" does not exist at all .... can you imagine how is life would look like ? How you are Going to talk ? How you are going to express your feelings , I'm not talking only about english or arabic , but I'm talking in general ...well I guess it would be so hard , cause we are going to order and acuse every body ...for example ...

you go do that , you come here , she did that , he did that , you have done something .. it's gonna be totally bitter and hard to live in it ....

even when you say "SHE LOVES YOU" or "HE LOVES HER" it's gonna be the same , cause you are only telling not expressing , well I know that my idea is so wierd , but you have to think about it .

Last but not least ..."I" is the letter that we can't live without it , it's so sweet when it comes to love , and it's so sad when it comes to hate , stop thinking about it in the wrong places and use it right , try to write it every where , don't be snaby selfish .. just write it in the right place , write the letter and draw it with your imagination , let it speak , let it move , build your world by it in a peaceful way , chat, and love , laugh and smile , say the truth , be honest and say it , cause I'm saying it too "I LOVE YOU NOW AND FOREVER" , with "I" I have started , and with "I" I shall end my words with Love and passion .



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